Perginya Yang Kembali

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

belum biasa, janggalnya rasa ..

never been here, it feels weird ..

macam kurang, kosong terkadang, hilang..

as if reduced, empty sometimes, lost ..

luluh jiwa nak ajar percaya ..

soul crushed, to teach it to believe ..

Dia merancang, mustahil kita halang ..

He plans, no one will be in the way ..

terngiang tawa riang ..

sound of laughters ringing ..

terbayang wajah sayang ..

visions of the loving face, haunting ..

terkenang, dan air mata bergenang ..

reminisce, and tears fill the eyes ..

sedih terundang, sayu bukan kepalang ..

inviting sorrow, profound melancholy ..

tapi yang pergi itu sebenarnya kembali

but the one gone is in fact returning

dijemput hala tuju terlebih dahulu ..

fetched by destiny ahead of the rest ..

sebab yang abadi bukan di sini ..

because eternity is nowhere to be found here ..

cuma di situ .. dan kitalah yang menunggu ..

only to be found there .. and we are the ones who wait ..

wallah.. bukan pergi, bahkan kembali

by Allah .. he has not vanished, but returned

kepada Dia, Pencipta segala dunia dan isinya

to Him, the Creator of all worlds and what's within

pasti sunyi, tak mungkin berganti

silence invades, as none takes his place

namun teruslah percaya, ini bukan kesudahannya ..

but hold on to faith, this is not the end ..

sebalik kisah duka ada kisah cinta ..

beneath this sorrow, lies a love story ..

cerita kita perpisahan yang hiba ..

our story is a sad goodbye ..

ceritanya, kembara yang rindu kekasihnya ..

his story, a traveler missing his lover ..

doakannya sentiasa, semoga kembalinya sejahtera

prayers for him always, may the return be in peace

agar bahagia kesudahannya

may happiness be the ending

mudahan suatu hari nanti kembali bersua ..

may there come a day for a reunion ..

insyaallah ..

God willing ..

From : Kak Leen Zayai,

my beloved sister <3

ukhuwwah fillah

Belaian Ibu

Tertanam naluri keibuan amat mendalam

Di jiwa insan yang mendambakan kebahagiaan

Oh.. ibu

Di bahumu tergalas beban

Perjalananmu penuh rintangan

Kau titipkan kasih sayang

Sejujur pengorbanan

Tak ku nafikan

Di saat kita berjauhan

Rasa ingin ku berlari

Mendakapimu penuh girang

Bak si kecil kehilangan

Kau insan penyayang

Betapa ku merindu

Lembutnya belaian ibu

Membuatku terlena

Di wajah berolak tenang

Debar di dada kau rahsiakan

Ku pastikan dikau aman

Dikurnia sejahtera

Tak ku lupakan

Di saat kita berjauhan

Rasa ingin ku berlari

Mendakapimu penuh girang

Bak si kecil kehilangan

Tiada aku tanpa ibu

Hanya (kau) satu didunia

Bertakhta dikau dijiwaku

Kau lah ibu yang tercinta

Kau insan pengasih

Betapa aku mengharap

Hadirnya restumu ibu

Membawaku ke syurga

Bersemi belaian kasih sayang nan berpanjangan

Darimu insan yang mendoakan kebahagiaan anak-anakmu

Oh.. Ibu

-Hijjaz-

^__^

waiting the sun shines again :) let's pray together for the best ~

The Almighty

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalam all~ Well, about a year had elapsed since my last published post.. It wasn't that i didn't feel like updating my blog but I had an extremely tight schedule during this year, since

• I have moved to another school, which I started in March.

(Sungai Pusu Smart School ^_^)

• I ran out from my hostel, ahaks.

(but still missing my dorm)

• I had a very busy schooldays.

And what most is this holiday is not really a holiday for me. “,

Hmm, it was something that just popped into my head that makes me soon accustomed myself to the idea for updating my blog right now.

I would like to share what my baba told me a story that happened in the time Prophet Musa ‘alaihissalam became Allah's prophet on earth. Baba said he read about this in Kitab Riyadhus Solihin but he seemed to forget in which jilid it held. He said Prophet Musa ‘ailaihissalam had a mukjizat that makes him able to address our Almighty God through a hijab. So, there were some conversations between them.,

Musa ‘alaihissalam : O Allah.. Is there any adverse effect on you if all of your creations (he means all of the planets, stars, suns, humans, mountains, animals, etc etc.) rebel against your instructions?

And our Almighty Allah said : Absolutely NO.

At this time, Baba asked me, “Awak tahu tak kenapa nabila?”

Of course, I shook my head.

So, Musa ‘alaihissalam asked HIM back : Why Ya Allah? You have created all of these creations in the world and you wouldn’t override the adverse effect?

Our Almighty Allah said : Yes indeed. I have created creatures that one of them could eat this whole universe (of course, He MEANS all of it) in just one GULP. And now, they are all grazing it in my field.

I was so shocked and I got speechless. I mean, wallahu’alam, in my box of mind, I was thinking about the black holes. Well untill now, none of us could discover what in the black holes are. It is beyond the phase of our thinking..

And I was imagining, whatever that creatures are they must be billion billion times bigger than us.. Subhanallah, our Almighty God is superfluously great.

Ya Allah, how small we are on your side but most of us could not feel the guilt against our own violations. Astaghfirullah.

Open Your Eyes

Look around yourselves

Can’t you see this wonder

Spreaded infront of you

The clouds floating by

The skies are clear and blue

Planets in the orbits

The moon and the sunSuch perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..?

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves

Such a perfect order

Hiding in yourselves

Running in your veins

What about anger love and pain

And all the things you’re feeling

Can you touch them with your hand?

So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves

Isn’t this proof enough for us?

Or are we so blind

To push it all aside..?

No..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)Keep us close to You

Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born

So helpless and weak

And you’re watching him growing..

So why deny

Whats in front of your eyes

The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to YouUntil the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds

If you just look bright to see the signs

We can’t keep hiding from the truth

Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way

(Allah..)

Guide us every single day..

(Allah..)

Keep us close to YouUntil the end of time..
Allah..

You created everything

We belong to You

Ya Robb we raise our hands

Forever we thank You..

Alhamdulillah..

*hayatilah lagu ni. banyak ibrahnya~ :)

:: Mari Eratkan Ukhuwwah ::

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Insya Allah, akan diadakan Reunion kepada bekas pelajar Sekolah Rendah Islam Al-Amin Gombak '01-'06 batch ana sahaja,.

Details,,

Hari : Sabtu

Tarikh : 19 Disember 2009

Tempat : Restoran Nelayan, Taman Tasik Titiwangsa

Masa : 12 tengah hari - 4 petang

Pakaian : Casual as long as tutup aurat

Bayaran : RM25 per person

Sila confirmkan attendance before 14th Disember 2009 pada AJK (me, azillah, aliah, luqman, and muaz).. Syukran Kathira,,

:: Mabruk Jiddan ::

Bismillah.. Bersyukur kepada Allah

dan

Tahniah kepada semua batch onese7en,

dalam menjayakan,

Alhamdulillah. :) Selamat Maju Jaya Abang-abang dan kakak-kakak f5..